I wouldn't say that I am tired, more that I am heavy hearted. I wasn't treated well recently. My husband and I moved about 1/2 hour north of where we were and have had a problem finding a church.. Out of desperation I prayed for God to give me a friend, as the church was older than me.. and that Saturday night a couple sat next to us.. in a culture where it's inappropriate for that to happen.. with no empty seats between us.. and they are our twins.. I am so grateful...
In the old church I felt so different.. not in the way that would make you say.. oh Barrie, you're sooo ______ . I always thought you felt that I was more than I was .