Why does a believer who sins severely enough, doesn't repent, dies, still has the Spirit - get sent to hell by God ?
Why does God accept someone who sins less severely, doesn't repent, dies and still has the Spirit ?
Why does he accept any of your decisions to repent of your sins as a Christian knowing that your repentance was double-minded, you still have a love for that sin in your heart and you are likely to commit the same sin again ? Why would he accept your last act of repenting just before you died knowing that if you had continued to live, you would have kept being double-minded about it and you would have committed the same sin again ?
Why does he deem you any better and more worthy of heaven than your fellow man (who has genuine faith and has the Holy Spirit) who didn't quite live up to the standards you actually followed ?
An ability and willingness to attempt to answer questions like these about one's beliefs is something that I consider to make someone worthy of my respect.