I posted this on FB this morning.
Mon Aug 24, 2015 - 1:04 pm EST
Top Googled porn star exits industry, reveals shocking truth about life on the inside
fight the new drug , pornography
KANSAS CITY, MO, August 24, 2015 (LifeSiteNews) -- Hardcore porn star ‘Angela Aspen’ appeared to have it all. She worked for famous porn companies, acting in over 40 triple-X rated movies, a few of them high-budget. She was nominated for various “new starlet” awards. In fact, she was one of the top googled porn stars of 2009.
Angela was to all appearances enjoying fame and fortune while living a carefree life in the fast lane.
But underneath all the glitter, glamor, and sexual charisma was a broken and desperate woman named Jessica Neely who hated herself and everything she had become. Jessica found herself turning to drugs and alcohol to numb her ever-growing pain and to end the isolation and loneliness she experienced in a world where people only used her because she was willing to sell her body for money. The only place where she saw her road ending was suicide, which she attempted on several occasions.
“I no longer had friends. I didn’t have my family. Money is what I would have in one hand, and a bottle of alcohol in the other when I went to bed. Pornography took everything [away],” she said in a newly released video by Fight The New Drug.
“I would pop as many pills as I could get my hands on, and then just drink and drink and drink, trying to overdose.”
Jessica had never imagined her life would have turned out this way. She grew up in a small town in Colorado as
a preacher’s daughter and learned to love the ways of the Lord. She worked as a youth minister and promoted abstinence in local schools with her church group, telling kids that “there's so much more to live for than sex.” She had a clear vision of living a godly life as a woman of deep faith.
“I was constantly trying to better the world, be a better person, change lives,” she said.
But everything changed for Jessica when one day, in her early twenties, she became a victim of rape. The traumatic experience left her feeling dirty, worthless, and totally unlovable.
“My whole dream of life was gone. Everything that I wanted to grow up to be died on the pavement,” she said.
Jessica abandoned her Christian ideals to the wind. After making a few poor choices she one day found herself, just months after she was raped, standing before the open doors of the porn industry.
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Maybe it should have gone in its own thread. POWERFUL POWERFUL STORY.